WHITE PIGEONS

WOKE UP IN SEVERAL LAYERS OF DEATH. SUFFERING. LAYERS OF HEAVINESS. TOO MUCH EXCUSES. HARD TO BREATHE. HIDE NEAR THE STONES. SHE WILL HAVE NO FACE. ASK WHAT YOU WANT AND GO AWAY, WITH NO EXPECTATIONS. LEAVING THERE A FEW SILVER COINS. CRITICAL DEATH MASS. CHAMPAGNE AND FIREWORKS, ALL WERE SO YOUNG.

THEN I WATCHED THE CLOSURE OF THE MARKET UNDER HEAVY RAIN. EVERYONE WAS IN A HURRY. EVERYONE RAN TO THEIR HOUSES. FORGOT TO BUY MYSELF THINGS I DREAMED OF. THEN I WATCHED WHITE PIGEONS BEING SLAUGHTERED BY CATS OUTSIDE OF MY WINDOW. 

THEN DIFFERENT FIGURES BEGAN TO APPEAR BEFORE MY EYES. UNUSUAL UNFAMILIAR FORMS. DOGS WERE TURNING INTO LONG-LEGGED MUTATIONS FROM THE OUTER SIDE OF THE WORLD. FROM THE LOWER PLANE THEY CAME. ALL OF THEM WERE APPROACHING MY HOME, PASSED THROUGH MY WINDOWS, THROUGH WHICH I OBSERVED THEM. 

THOSE CREATURES WERE MADE BY MY IMMEDIATE DESIRES AT THAT TIME. THE PROCESS OF TAKING PHOTOGRAPHS WAS USELESS FOR THE VISIONS I RECEIVED WERE IN MY DREAM REALM. THE MOMENT I PHOTOGRAPHED THE VISIONS, EVERYTHING DISAPPEARED FROM THAT PHOTOGRAPH.

SUDDENLY I REMINDED MYSELF OF ALL THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES. NEVER WILL I BE ABLE TO RECALL ALL OF THEM IN THE WAKING STATE. CUTTING EVERYTHING OFF COMPLETELY. 

DINOYA 15/12/22 - 16/12/22

PROKYNUVSJA V DEKILKOH ŠARAH SMERTI. STRAŽDANNJA. ŠARY TJAŽKOSTI. ZANADTO BAGATO VYPRAVDAN'. VAŽKO DYHATY. SHOVAJSJA BILJA KAMINNJA. U NEЇ NE BUDE OBLYČČJA. ZAPYTAJ, ŠČO BAŽAJEŠ, I PIDY GET', NIČOGO NE ČEKAJUČY. ZALYŠYVŠY TAM KIL'KA SRIBNYH MONET. KRYTYČNA MASA SMERTI. ŠAMPANSKE I FEJERVERKY, VSI BULY TAKI MOLODI.

POTIM JA SPOSTERIGAV ZAKRYTTJA RYNKU PID PROLYVNYM DOŠČEM. VSI POSPIŠALY. VSI ROZBIGLYSJA PO DOMIVKAH. ZABUV KUPYTY SOBI REČI, PRO JAKI MRIJAV. POTIM JA SPOSTERIGAV, JAK ZA MOЇM VIKNOM BILYH GOLUBIV RIZALY KOTY.

POTIM PERED MOЇMY OČYMA POČALY Z'JAVLJATYSJA RIZNI FIGURY. NEZVYČAJNI, NEZNAJOMI FORMY. SOBAKY PERETVORJUVALYSJA NA DOVGONOGYH MUTACIJ IZ ZOVNIŠNOGO SVITU. VONY JŠLY Z NYŽN'OGO PLANU. VSI VONY NABLYŽALYSJA DO MOGO BUDYNKU, PROHODYLY ČEREZ MOЇ VIKNA, ČEREZ JAKI JA SPOSTERIGAV ZA NYMY.

CI ISTOTY BULY STVORENI MOЇMY BEZPOSEREDNIMY BAŽANNJAMY NA TOJ MOMENT. PROCES FOTOGRAFUVANNJA BUV BEZGLUZDYM, TOMU ŠČO BAČENNJA, JAKI JA OTRYMUVAV, PEREBUVALY U SVITI MOЇH SNOVYDIN'. JAK TIL'KY JA FOTOGRAFUVAV VYDINNJA, VSE ZNYKALO Z FOTOGRAFIЇ.

RAPTOM JA NAGADAV SOBI VSI SVOЇ ZABUTI SPOGADY. NIKOLY JA VŽE NE ZMOŽU ZGADATY ЇH USIH U STANI NESPANNJA. VIDRIZAVŠY VSE POVNISTJU.

D'ЇNOJA 12/15/22 - 12/16/22