ALL IN TEARS
EVERY DAY I CRY INSIDE MY HEAD, MY OWN BONES. EACH BONE IS CRYING. THE ORGANISM IS CRYING. ALL IN TEARS. ALL IN DAMAGED MECHANISMS THAT REFUSE TO WORK. THE FIRST SPARK, THE FIRST ATTENTION. NEVER ENOUGH.
TODAY THOU SHALL BEGIN. FROM THIS POINT ON, FROM NOW ON AND FOREVER. IGNORE PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND USE THE ULTIMATE METHODS. LIES. NEVER IGNORE THE PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. LIES. THE ULTIMATE KNOWLEDGE STANDS ABOVE EVERYTHING.
THE PERSONAL AND THE COLLECTIVE DO NOT MATTER. TO SUCCESSFULLY INFLUENCE, USE THE ULTIMATE KNOWLEDGE, THE ULTIMATE WISDOM. ACHIEVING THE DESIRED. OBTAINING THE DESIRED. THE FULFILLMENT OF THE DESIRED.
ATTENTION CONSCIOUSLY FOCUSED ON THE GOAL. ACHIEVING FOR THE SAKE OF HOLY PLEASURE. NOT ANIMALISTIC, NOT BESTIAL, NOT HUMAN PLEASURE. THE POWER IN KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM. AND IN THE METHODS OF THEIR SUCCESSFUL APPLICATION TO REALITY.
THE BEING INCARNATED, POSSESSED THE GROUND AND THE BODY FOR THE SAKE OF PLAYING AND LEAVING AFTERWARDS. FOR THE SAKE OF LEAVING ITS RAREST TREASURES, ITS GREATNESS, ITS ARTS. AS SUDDENLY AS IT APPEARED TO CREATE AND BUILD ITS TEMPLE, SO SUDDENLY IT DISAPPEARED, VANISHED.
LEAVING AFTER ITSELF THE GREATEST GREATNESS, WHICH CANNOT BE FOUND WITH THE SIMPLE BODY SENSES. THE WORK EVOKES IN THEM ALL STATES, IMPORTANT OR NOT SO IMPORTANT. CATHARTIC OR IMITATIVE. DOES NOT MATTER.
THE ORIGINAL FEELING INSIDE THEIR INSIDES IS EVOKED FROM THEIR MENTAL ABYSS. I HAVE TO STOP THESE OCEANS OF USELESS GRAPHOMANIAC GARBAGE. NOTHING WILL EVER UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS BEEN WRITTEN AND CREATED. NOTHING WILL EVER KNOW THE TRUE MEANING.
NOTHING WILL EVER LEARN FROM THESE WRITINGS. A WASTE OF MY TIME. THIS IS A FORM OF SUICIDAL BEHAVIOR. THE SELF-SACRIFICE OF THIS BODY AND THE TIME IT HAS SHOULD BE STOPPED.
DINOYA 1/12/22 - 3/12/22
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