OF UNKNOWN ASPECTS ATTACKS
THIS IS ART. APOLOGIES OF A SUBHUMAN MEAN NOTHING. BIRTH IS DEATH. THE BODY NEEDS REST. THE BODY CRAVES REST. TODAY NEEDS REST. REST. RELAXATION. THE HORROR OF TODAY NEEDS TO BE DESTROYED, THROWN AWAY, STOPPED. GETTING RID OF IT FAST. NOT SO FAST. NOTHING CAN BE FAST ANYWHERE ANYMORE.
IN ANY PLACE, AT ANY TIME, THERE IS NO FAST SOLUTION. SOLUTION IS A DANGEROUS TRAP. SOLUTION IS THE BIRTH OF A NEW PROBLEM. DEATH IS BIRTH. THE BODY SUFFERS A LOT. THE BODY IS COVERED IN HORRORS, ABSORBED BY FALSE DELUSIONS. KEEPING THE BODY ALIVE MEANS THE MEANING OF ABSENCE OF MEANING.
TO SUFFER MEANS TO BE LIKE A DOG. TO BE LIKE A DOG, COVERED IN MUD, IN DIRT. THE INTESTINES ROTTED A LOT. KEEPING THE SILENCE NIGHTMARISH. KEEPING THE HEART OF HORROR INSIDE THE SILENCE PRODUCED BY THE OVERWHELMING CATHARSIS. I STRETCH THE BIRTHMARK OF THE UNIVERSE. BODILY-LEVEL HORRORS. PANIC AND ATTACKS OF UNKNOWN ASPECTS.
KILLED THE MURDER. AND HEAVY BREATHING. AND HEAVY BIRTHING. I'M TRAPPED IN A HOOK-SHAPED PHASE OF DECAY. WHEREVER I LOOK, I SEE A REALISTIC PICTURE OF WHAT LONG TIME AGO I PREDICTED. THE BODY OF A SUFFERER DESERVES TO FEEL THE ETERNAL JOY OF THE SWEETEST LIFE. IT DESERVES NOT TO SUFFER FOR A NIGHT. IT DESERVES REST, BUT NOT IN ITS DEATH. IT DESERVES TO BE A DRUG TO ITSELF.
PAINLESS, MOTIONLESS, AWARE AND CALM. WITHIN AND OUTSIDE, ONLY THE HORROR REMAINS UNTOUCHED. CONNECTING EVENTS WITH THE POSITION OF STARS. I SHALL REMAIN CALM. I SHALL NEVER BE DISTURBED. I SHALL NEVER LOOK BACK. NOTHING IS THERE! NOTHING THERE! TIRED. PALEST VISIONS BRING NO MEANING FOR TODAY'S SUFFERER'S DAY.
EVERYTHING THE SAME, YET MOVING, CANNOT BE NOTICED, SEEN, TOUCHED. FORCE THE BODY TO BE ITS OWN DRUG. FORCE IT BRUTALLY. IT IS A NECESSITY. STOP THIS HORROR! UNTOUCHABLE MANNERS. I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU HANGING UPSIDE DOWN. YOU ARE THE BOWELS OF THE UNIVERSE. IRRELEVANT PROJECTION. THE BODY DESERVES TO ENJOY THE DRUG.
THE BODY DESERVES TO BE A DRUG TO ITSELF. THE BODY I POSSESS SHALL BE ITS OWN DRUG. I FORCE IT TO BE IT. I FORCE IT WITH THE POWER OF MEAT-CONTROLLING THOUGHT. THE MEAT MUST SUBMIT. SUBMIT! I COMMAND YOU! SUBMISSION! SUBMISSION NOW! I COMMAND THE MEAT, I DRAG TO THE LEFT AND TO THE RIGHT, LAY ON THE FLOOR, AND THEN WAKING IT UP, SUBMIT!
BE THE BREATH OF LIFE WITHIN YOURSELF, I BEG! FOR THE SAKE OF SALVATION! BE IT! BE IT NOW! I COMMAND YOU! I AM THE FORCE OF ALL FORCES OF THE LIGHT AND THE DARK. WHAT WILL YOU RECEIVE IS A WEAKNESS. THE PROCESS OF NONUNDERSTANDING, DISUNDERSTANDING. ANARCHICAL BEHAVIOR OF TWO LEGGED CATTLE.
MUTILATED, SODOMISED, BROKEN, ABANDONED. RAPE IN ITS CENTER HAPPENS DAY BY DAY. THE RAPE OF RAPING PROCEDURE. EVERYTHING HAS BECOME A SLAVE TO ITS FALSE TWIN. YOU ARE MY PROCESS OF ABANDONING EVERYTHING. LEAVING EVERYTHING BEHIND. THE BODY SHAKES. THE BODY WEAKENS DAY BY DAY. DIES WITH EACH SECOND.
THERE IS NO POWER FOR TOMORROW. CLOSER TO DEATH. TO BIRTH. THE TRAGEDY REMAINS ITSELF ON ITS OWN ACCORD. A GOD, WITHIN A GOD, WITHIN A GOD, WITHIN A GOD. I STABBED MYSELF WITH PIECES OF MY HEART. CUT MYSELF THROUGH, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, LEFT ON THE COLDEST GROUND AS A FOOD FOR SWINE AND DOGS.
FOR I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER TO MYSELF. PREFERRING TO SEE MYSELF AS AN ETERNAL SUFFERER, ADDICTED TO SUFFERING WITH NO LIMITATIONS. FALSE ILLUSIONS, NAIVE PREDICTIONS, WRONG DECISIONS - ALL LOST ITS POWER. WILL BE ANOTHER EXPLOSION, WHEN THE CURRENT UNIVERSE WILL FADE ITSELF, WILL DISSOLVE IN ITSELF COMPLETELY.
IF THIS IS THE LAST THING YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE, EXPERIENCE IT COMPLETELY AND TO THE END. SUCK EVERYTHING OUT OF THAT EXPERIENCE. DRAIN IT DRY.
DINOYA 6/10/22 - 8/10/22
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