A PESSIMISTIC ANGEL WITH THE ABSOLUTE KNOWLEDGE

 WAS IT PESSIMISM? OR A REPRESSED, DEPRESSED CREATURE WROTE ALL THESE WRITINGS. A PESSIMISTIC ANGEL WITH THE ABSOLUTE KNOWLEDGE OF EACH ONE OF YOU WHO READS THIS, EACH PART OF YOU IS KNOWN, LONG-DISCOVERED, UNDERSTOOD, AND ALREADY FORGOTTEN. WRITING WITH THE HEAVIEST CHAINS OF THE HEAVIEST STONES ON HANDS.  

WRITING THROUGH THE THICKEST WALLS OF PESSIMISM OR REALISM. FINDING THE OPPORTUNITY AND HAPPINESS IN THE INEVITABLE. WHAT YOU LOVED IS NOW LONG AGO SHATTERED, DISINTEGRATED INTO VARIOUS UNNOTICEABLE PIECES. AND NONE OF THOSE PIECES WILL EVER BE FAMILIAR TO YOU AGAIN. THIS IS THE CHANGE. 

ALSO NOTICE THE PATTERN. WAKING UP WITH TOTAL SELF-INTEREST, SELF-ABSORPTION. NO NEED FOR INTEREST IN SOMETHING ELSE. NO FORCED HABITS, NO OBSESSIONS, NO DANGEROUS IDEAS, NO LIFE-KILLING, CRUSHING THOUGHTS. 

DINOYA 17/9/22 - 20/9/22 / 9/17/22 - 9/20/22