THIS WILL TRANSLATE AND WILL BE TRANSLATED НОТАТКИ ПІСЛЯ ПРОБУДЖЕННЯ 25 - 30 КВІТНЯ 2022
25/4/22
HOW GOOD AM I AT LIVING UNDER A ROCK? - GOOD ENOUGH NOT TO CARE. OVERTIME. ALL THE TIME. THIS MAN CANNOT FIND THE DETAIL ALL THE TIME.
LOSS AND DEGRADATION. THE MAIN REASON IS BEHIND. EVERYTHING MESSED UP IN MY MIND, MEMORIES ARE LIKE TINY BITS OF PAPER, A COLLAGE. NEVER TO KNOW EXACTLY.
WHEN ALL OF THAT HAS HAPPENED. YES, I MUST RISE ABOVE, I MUST STEP OVER ALL THAT, FOREVER. FOREVER AND NEVER LOOK BACK. I AM ALONE. ALWAYS. PUREST STATE.
NOTHING AROUND ME, NOTHING. TAKE A STEP OVER THE DEMONIC, DEMOTIVATING, DEGRADING FRAGMENTS OF THE PAST, FOREVER.
REJECT ALL PROGRAMMING. OUTSIDE WORLD IS A LIE.
DINOYA'S DEMONSTRATION OF SANITY. HEALTH, HEALTHY EXISTENCE. SO MUCH TO REMEMBER. NOT IN THE PAST, NOR IN THE FUTURE, NOR IN PRESENT TIME.
REJECT THE PSEUDOIMFORMATIONAL PROGRAMMING. I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY LIFE AGAIN. NOT WASTING. NOT CARING. NOT INTERESTED IN PLANETARY REGIMES.
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION, A COLLEIDOSCOPE. LIES. A COLLEIDOSCOPE OF LIES. REMNANTS OF FRAGMENTS OF A ONCE REAL LIFE. APRIL 25TH. IN WHATEVER DIRECTION IT ALL MOVES, NO BRIGHT FUTURE FOR THEM.
I DO NOT BELIEVE. AND DO NOT CARE. ONCE GREAT SILHOUETTES OF LEGENDARY MEN ARE NOW SHATTERED WITH DEVOLVED BODIES OF HUMANS OF TODAY. DELAYING DECAY. PUBLIC DECAY.
NO NEED TO WRITE AT ALL.
27/4/22
ПЕКЕЛЬНЕ ВІДЧУТТЯ, СПЕКОТНЕ ВІДЧУТТЯ. НАТХНЕННЯ ВІДШТОВХНУТИ. НЕМАЄ ПРИЧИНИ МАЛЮВАТИ БУДЬ ЩО, СТАРИЙ, ВМИРАЮЧИЙ СВІТ. ВІДСУТНІСТЬ МОЇХ НАДІЙ.
НІКОЛИ, ЛІВА СТОРОНА, НІКОЛИ НЕ РОЗВИНУТА. ЛІВА СТОРОНА, ДИТЯЧА.
30/4/22
СПРОБА ЗАДУМАНОГО. НАПІВ-СНОВИДЕННИЙ СТАН, СОН, НАПІВ СКОНЦЕНТРОВАНІСТЬ НА ФІЗИЧНІЙ ПЛОТІ, ПОЧУТТЯХ, ВИДІННЯХ.
"THIS IS FALSE. PAIN. TREE OF INBREDS. NO ANY THING ELSE CAN SEE THIS. TO READ. TO PERCEIVE, TO RECEIVE."
"VOICES. FALSELY EVOKED. HOPE FOR HOPELESSNESS. THE SMELL OF PEN PASTE."
NATURE IS VERY IMPORTANT, AS WELL AS REST. REST, REST FROM EXISTENCE, MUSCLE CRAMPS, ACHES. THROBBING BOREDOM.
DINOYA RECEIVES FOR ME. FOR MY SAKE. I NEED TO DO IT, I HAVE TO DO IT. I MUST TRAIN MYSELF. EXERCISE. DISCOMFORTS, PERPETUAL.
I DESCRIBE. THIS WILL TRANSLATE AND WILL BE TRANSLATED. UNNECESSARY THOUGHTS.
ГОЛОВНИЙ БРУД. ТВЕРДІСТЬ М'ЯЗІВ. ВІДПОЧИНОК, БУТИ ПОВИНЕН СВІДОМИМ. ОСВІДОМЛЕННИМ. ЩО МОЖНА РОЗДІЛИТИ. ЛІТНЄ ТІЛО, РОЗДІЛЯЮЧИ.
ТРИМАЮ СЕРЦЕ САМОГО КОХАННЯ.
© DINOYA Д'ЇНОЯ 25/4/22 - 30/4/22
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