SOMETHING YOU (I) CANNOT CONTROL

 YOU CANNOT SURVIVE AS A PURE HUMAN BEING WHEN YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WHAT TO EAT OR WHAT TO DRINK. THE MOST PRIMITIVE AND ANIMALISTIC THOUGHTS IN THE BODY OF A MAN WHO LOSES HIS MIND. THINK ABOUT YOUR DEATH AND HOW TRAGIC IT WOULD BE. HOW HORRIBLE AND PRIMITIVE YOUR DEATH CAN BE.

HOW CAN YOU SURVIVE IN THIS SHITTY WORLD WITH NO CONNECTION TO ANY SOCIETY FULL OF BRAINDEAD ANIMALS WHO WALK ON THEIR OWN TWO FEET? I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT THE LOWEST OF LOW. 

I HAVE A PURPOSE. NEVER BE FOOLED BY SUBHUMAN BARBARIC MACHINES FULL OF NECROSIS AND DECAY. I HAVE MY MIND. I AM THE GREATEST THINKER. I POSSESS CONSCIOUSNESS. DON'T BE FOOLED BY BARBARIC MACHINES. THERE IS NOTHING FOR YOU BUT YOURSELF. YOU MUST NOT GIVE YOUR ENERGY TO THAT WHICH IS OUTSIDE. 

THOSE WHO LOOK OUTSIDE - ARE ASLEEP, THOSE WHO LOOK INSIDE - AWAKES AND RISE WITHIN THEMSELVES. THERE IS NOTHING OUTSIDE, EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT ME IS MY ENEMY. THE WHOLE WORLD IS IN MY HEAD.

AND THERE IT IS. MY CONSCIOUSNESS, MY FREE SOUL, MY FREE MIND. DON'T THINK AND DON'T WASTE YOUR ENERGY ON THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T THINK ABOUT. STOP. NOTHING MATTERS TO YOU, AND YOU KNOW IT WELL. 

ILLUSIONS THAT FAKE THEMSELVES AND MAKE YOU BELIEVE THEY ARE REAL. THEY ARE NOT REAL, NEVER HAVE BEEN AND NEVER WILL BE! REMEMBER THIS FOREVER, EVEN AFTER YOUR DEATH.

THOSE WHO PROMOTE DANGEROUS IDEAS WITH THEIR CANCEROUS TONGUES, THEY ARE JUST WORMS, TOOLS THAT MAKE HOLES IN THE DIRT. THIS IS THEIR FUNCTION, AND ONCE THEIR WORK IS DONE THEY WILL BE DESTROYED. FOREVER.

NOT BE FOOLED BY FALSE TRUTHS OR "REVELATIONS". LIFE IS MUCH EASIER THAN WHAT ALL THOSE CONTROLLED ANIMALS ARE SCREAMING IN YOUR FACE. TRUST NO ONE, TRUST ONLY YOURSELF. 

THIS IS THE ONLY WAY FOR YOU TO EXIST. THE WHOLE WORLD IS MY ENEMY SINCE BIRTH. YOU CANNOT CHANGE IT BECAUSE YOU ARE FREE ALWAYS AND IN EVERYTHING, BUT THOSE CONTROLLED ANIMALS WITH PRIMITIVE INSTINCTS ARE NOT. THEY ARE ENSLAVED BY SOCIETY, GOVERNMENT AND BIOLOGY.

SO-CALLED SOCIAL SKILLS ARE USELESS AND DANGEROUS FOR THE REAL MAN. THEY ARE DESIGNED TO DESTROY YOU. SO DON'T BE FOOLED.

AM I STRONG ENOUGH TO RESIST? I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO RESIST. THE GOOD NEWS FOR YOU IS THAT THEY WILL BE DEAD. AND THEIR DEATHS WILL BE ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE. THEY WILL SUFFER, THEY WILL MOAN AND SCREAM IN PARALYZING PAIN. 

PUNISHED BY MOTHER NATURE... ISN'T THAT THE WORST WAY TO GO TO THE MUD FULL OF HOLES THEY MAKE FOR THEIR OWN BURIAL? FRANKLY, I KNOW WHAT THESE BARBARIANS ARE CAPABLE OF, I DO. BUT I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT AND RESIST.

THE DEATH OF WHATEVER MAY ATTACK ME WILL BE TERRIBLE. EVERYTHING THAT WANTS TO HARM ME AND ATTACK ME WILL BE BRUTALLY DESTROYED. CRUSHED UNDER MY POWER. 

DON'T WASTE MY THOUGHTS, I MUST EVOLVE INTO A HIGHER FORM OF MYSELF. I MUST DEVELOP MYSELF AND IMPROVE MYSELF. I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO BECOME A WISER AND STRONGER, MORE POWERFUL AND MYSTICAL BEING WITH A FREE MIND AND A FREE WILL. FREE FROM EVERYTHING. WITH SOME OBSESSIONS. AND WITH A DESIRE TO CREATE AND EVOLVE AND IMPROVE AND BECOME.

THE DEATH OF MY BODY IS NOT HORRIBLE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. ALL IS OK. I MAY STARVE, BUT I WON'T SUFFER AGAIN. NOT EVER AGAIN. NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.

SUFFERING ENDS BY ITSELF. SUFFERING ATROPHIES AND DIES. SUFFERING ENDS. CONFIDENCE AND DETERMINATION ARE WHAT I MANIFEST IN MYSELF. CHANGE AND TRANSFORMATION ARE WHAT I MANIFEST IN MYSELF. SO BE IT!

ELIMINATE YOUR ETERNAL FEAR. YOUR FEAR IS NOT AS ETERNAL AS IT SEEMS. REDUCE YOUR PANIC. STOP YOUR PARANOIA. NEVER LET FEAR OCCUPY YOUR BODY. NEVER. FEAR ITSELF IS A PRIMITIVE ANIMAL INSTINCT. STOP IT AND DESTROY THE CORE. 

SOMETHING YOU CANNOT CONTROL CAUSES YOUR FEAR. YOU HAVE TO DESTROY SOME PART OF YOUR BODY, IF NOT PHYSICAL, THEN MENTAL. SOME ENERGY-CONSUMING, MENTAL PLAGUES IN YOU, AND YOU MUST PUT AN END TO THEIR ABILITY TO EXIST. 

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